So, another day in. I'm @ work and just read my devotional. But today it's not so much about my devotional, but more about what I've been going through. Loneliness really reaks or sucks. I hate the position I've put myself in where now I see that I've been running. You might be asking, "what from?"  Well it's God and his purpose in my life. It's been a struggle that @ points I feel I can't share with anyone and I begin to bottle my feelings and insecurities. Then, they begin to manafest themselves in an ugly matter. This is where I've lost relationships I truely sherished. Now, God has me in the belly of the whale where he wants me to begin to meditate and revert to trusting Him again to the point where nothing else matters. It's almost time to get be spitten out, and I'll be ready when the "3 days" are up.