It's wierd, today of all days i feel more human than ever. i don't understand but thats just how i feel. what classifies me as a human, well that i can't save the world. reality sunk in after the struggle which i've been battling asking myself that age old question why? why me, why now? it is so hard to except because it is a friend that brought me back to reality in a way i never expected. not to say it was his fault or he did anything wrong but it was just a way that i never expected or wanted it to be. no i have to return to the basics in which i must learn that i can't do it all, and allow God to do it. Proverbs 3:5-6. woow! here we go again.